School

School,
Necessary, Painful,
The worst time in your life,
It 'prepares you for real life',
In real life people don't treat you like crap,
You have 'mature' friends,
Real relationships,
You’re alone,
All alone,
Alone.

School is an extremely horrible place. I use to love it, I really did. But really, once you realize how lousy your old friends are, the ones you've been friends with all through high school you really do have no one else. Everyone else has all their tight friendships, you've liked everyone that's possible to like and you feel stuck.
You can't move forward and you don't want to move backwards.
Don't want to be stuck with the same old friends, the ones who've treated you like your nothing.
Can't move forward, can't seem to squeeze into another group, everywhere is full.
So what do you do?
Sit alone.
Sometimes your old friends sit with you.
But you can't tell them why you don't want to be with them anymore.
You still don't want to hurt them even though they've hurt you.
You can't tell them that you've been crying, alone at home because no one is there.
No calls.
No Texts.
No invitations.
Only cancelations.